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Hey everyone! Today I was going to finally be able to hang out with Antonio after school....since the party on friday but, HE HAD TO GO TO A STUPID TENNIS TOURNAMENT! He was also going to come over on friday but the butthead (lol) got mad at his little brother and put holes through his door with a hammer. Geeze!!!! So his mom said he cant come! *pouts forever* I went and saw him during his lunch today cause I was in chorus class and he and I were in the hallway behind the chorus room and he was kissing me...WHOO HOO! We finally kiiiiiiiiiiiiisedddddd again!! Yay! *melts* andddd then he was like kissing my neck and stuff so I made him stop because that was SO UNFAIR! lol and then we went into my class and everyone was like 'awwww antonioooooo you better treat katie right" blah blah...it was funny. And he replied "I always treat her right...dont I?" and looked at me... so I just nodded and lip kissed him heee hee.

Well the middle school that came and saw the play (Kings Fork) sent over thank you letters and like cards and drawings and stuff...it was cute. There were like 8 of them that said "Thank you for letting us come to the play. My favorite part was when Cinderella and Prince Christopher kissed and got married. I like Chris..." haha there was one that said that and had a drawing of the little girl labeled (Me) and then a boy labeled "Chris" and then the little girl was saying "I Love you" beside it and then on the back it said "I like Christopher" haha. Antonio was cracking up. He thought it was so cute. He was like "Uh oh! All these little girls are tryin to move in on your man." and I was like "Yea but its cute and I already have you..." hee hee. He just kissed me... hes so cute... I love his lips... *blush* Mark (bestfriend) invited him to come to his barbecue because he told Brandi that her boyfriend could come so he's letting all the girls bring their "significant" other. Lol... so I hope he can come... or wants to come.... It would rock. I'm also trying to get to go on a double date sometime with Danielle and Kevin...Well I'm gonna go for now... I'll write more if I talk to him at all tonight.....BYEEE! Love always, Katie

HEY GUYS!!! I am sooooo beyond happy tonight! Woot! WELL... what happened at the party??! Okay... when he finally got there at 7:30 I was like beyond tired of waiting for him because there were all these people who I didn't know and like they kept flirting, dancing whatever...and I was sitting on a swing with Amber and Kevin and like they were quite funny but yea... I was dyin for him to come. Anyway.... I was like really excited to see him, he came right over and hugged me before anyone else (excluding Danielle cause she's the bday girl!! lol) and like so yea... like a little while later we were playing Sardines. (Sounds weird I know) Its where you get into groups of like 3 or 4 (cause we had lots of people there but we didn't end up playing like we were supposed to, cause it was FREEZING!!) and so Danielle goes "Three people get up here with me! Just three!" and Antonio jumps up there along with my sister... okay wow... thats not cool. But anyway... I started to walk with Kitty and like we had to go inside and they went outside to hide. Its like DARK outside her  house cause the only lights on were these like tourchs... (know what I mean? the ones that people use at barbecues and stuff?) well Kitty (Nikki) and I caught Antonio and like we all started walking and Kitty goes "Lets go have sex in the woods!" (just joking) so Antonio's like "oh yea!!! Two girls! woot" something like that... anyway.. she was like "Antonio hold Katie's hand so you two wont get lost..." and we held hands for like... a whileeeeeeee and then Amber gave him a flashlight so then he ran around "flashing people" lmao and when we were holding hands his little brother came up and was like "who are you?" and Antonio goes "This is Katie" and his little brother (Preston) is like "Do you like him?" and Antonio answers before I can say anything "Yea.. she's in love with me." (That kinda pissed me off but oh well....) And so yea... a while later he pulls me into the house and we were standing in the hallway between the door (To the deck) and the rest of the house and hes like "Okay... let's talk." (wow I didn't even have to pull him! lol) So... I was like "no... not here...." so I start to walk to Danielle's room, but of coarse like I think someone was in there like Danny and a bunch of guys or something... and so I left holding his hand (hee hee) dragging him outside.. which he seemed to NOT want to do...and like yea..

I was like "So Bekka asked if you liked me this morning and you said that you couldn't date me.... I want to know why... if its the age thing then fine but I really deserve to know." so hes like "Your too..." and starts to like move his hands in little circles towards me (know what I mean? Like too much) and so I grab his hands and is like "No.. none of that shit... Just tell me Antonio..." and so hes like "Okay... here's the truth... your too rock and roll for me... I listen to all kinds of music except rock and roll." and I'm like... "Okay...?? You know who my favorite band is?" and hes like "who?" "Otown..." he didn't know who they were *dies* and so then hes like "Well... thats just your personality and I'm not like that... and we never see eachother..." so yea... I was crushed. I start to walk off, and he pulls me back and is like "hey no hard feelings... give me a hug." so I hug him and then walk off and like he goes back inside cause most people are goin in there, and Nikki and Brandi come over and hug me and Bekka (my sis) cause she was cryin cause she missed the Kyle and I was cryin cause of Antonio and like.... yea... I was sooooo crushed. and so anyway... I go call Mark while sitting on my car in the dark cryin my ass off and he's like "honey dont worry about him... if he doesn't like you for you then he's not worth it and blah blah..." he made me feel better and yea I go inside finally and its time to sing to Danielle but Antonio asks for a solo... so he sings "happy birthday" all by himself to her and I'm almost in tears again because seriously his voice is that Amazing. I like his voice *hides* better than Ashley's now.... (SORRRRRRRRY OTOWN FANS!! I STILL LOVE MY ANGEL!!!!) but yea... I do. So anyway... later later later I'm wanting to leave because I had no one to really hang out with but Nikki and Bekka and Amber on the swing on the deck but I was like wanting to hang out with Tonio moreeee and Danielle was havin the time of her life layin in her bed on Kevin while everyone else was hookin up with someone. I swear all the guys went home with a girl (not to their house but yea they got a hook up lmao I think anyway....) and yea. So Antonio is in the kitchen eating cake and playing CHECKERS!! With Mark... and like yea soo boring... because they're both really good so it was like watching a chess tournament they're really concentrating and talkin trash to eachother and Antonio was just getting on my nerves..........lmao.

Well Courtney (Danielle's sister) Knew I liked Antonio cause when I was sitting on the floor in Danny's room Shes like "I like your lip ring" and I'm like Antonio doesn't...and so yea shes like "Ooh you like him??" and yea so she was holding this stuffed animal dog thing and Antonio kept tryin to take it from her and so she gave it to me (haaha gotta love her) and is like "Guard this with your life katie!" and runs off and so Antonio is reachin behind me with both arms tryin to get it and starts to hit it and punch it and stuff and so I kept pushin him away and like I pulled it behind my back again and he hugged me soooo tight and I was about to die again.

Soooooo skip some more time.... Im sitting on the couch like about 2 cushins down from Antonio (she has a circluar couch its awesome lol) and he's playing Guess Who with his little brother, and Amber throws those like paper streamer things at me. The ones that are in a ball so when you throw it it streams out everywhere? Anyway... So I end up rolling it halfway back up and like I throw it at Antonio's head. (hahaha) and so I'm like "Antonio give that back... Antonio??? Give that back..." he just ignored me. So I push his chest back into the couch and put my hand on his knee to sturdy me and lean over and pick it up. And he whispered something but wouldn't repeat it. So it had to be dirty of coarse and I'm like "tell me what you said!! Antonioooo tell meeee!" well he wouldn't. So then Amber plays with him and then I played with him. And we played 3 rounds and hes thinkin he's god of the game... because hes like "statisticly your man has black hair and is not wearing a hat..." and starts flipping down people. I'm like uh uh your not right..." hahahahahah so anyway. I beat him 2 out of 3 and I'm like dancin around "I'm the champion over Antonio ahahahaha" and so he goes back into Danielles room where most of the people are and lays on the edge of the bed on all these people's legs hahah and so I start trying to pull of his shoe (lol) and hes like crossing his legs and falling off the bed at the same time. Lol. So anyway... I end up getting him halfway down the hall and he pulls himself up on my arms (I didn't get his shoe lol) and I'm like "Antonio tell me what you said." and hes like "I said you could put your hand somewhere else if you'd like." and starts to walk back into the room. Well since no one but us two know what we were talking about I walk in and go "Yea well you dont want me to anyway." (JUST JOKING AROUND TO GET HIS ATTENTION!!!!) and start to pull of his shoe again. Well Amber helps and finally gets it off so I run outside with it and he's like hobbling along behind me and I run past Nikki and Beck and Tim (sitting on the swing) and go "I got his shoee hahah" and I stand at the end of the steps by the yard and hes like "Is this fair?" and I go "Yes..." and hes like "okay as long as its fair." and starts to walk back up the stairs and so yea Of coarse he knew what he was doing cause I run back after him and we start to like wrestle eachother for the shoe. Lmao (People were takin other peoples shoes if they liked them hahaha) So he goes and puts his shoe back on and like sits by Nikki and stuff and were all out on the front porch listening to the music that Danielle was blaring and Nikki starts to dance with me and like Antonio joins in and so Antonio and I end up kinda dancin a little but we finally stopped cause I suck at dancing. And so yea it was fun though we slow danced for a while... and so after we stopped, I had my arms around his waist and like my hands were on his stomach rubbing it a little (he has nice abs too heee heee not six pack but like... the formation of them... mm hahahah) and my cheek was on his shoulder/back and we were kinda swayin back and forth very slowly while Nikki, Bekka and Tim flirted and stuff. lol.. And so yea Brandi comes over and looks at me and she like mouths "are you two together yet?" and I shake my head no and like as I did that tears came to my eyes so I was like about to die and Antonio slides his hands over mine and starts to rub his hands over mine slowly. Well he walks over to the window not letting go of my hands so I'm still "attatched" to him Hee hee. And Thomas is in there humping the hell out of someone and like (Danielles parents are very strict like no touching kinda thing... almost and so yea Im surprised they didn't catch him doin that hahah except the only light in her room was a fiber optic thing that was hot as hell and a black light hahah) and so Antonio tells them that someones in there humping but the window is open (Surprised they could hear him over the music lol) and so Nikki and everyone jump off the swing and so Antonio pulls me over and sits down and pulls me next to him and is like "works everytime" hahaha so hes like "Can I lay in your lap?" and Im like sure..so he lays his head sideways (facing out) on my lap and I'm rubbing the back of his neck, and behind his ear and his neck and stuff and like his back a little and hes rubbing my knee with his fingertips very slowly and I'm about to dieeeeeeee I was so sad that I couldn't just kiss his neck (lol) and so yea after Nikki and Bekka lick his ear and tease us telling him to bite me and stuff (cause hes close to my well yall know) and stuff and like yea... he sits up cause Danielles mom came out on the porch so he grabs my hand and walks me back inside and like Candice and Thomas and a few other people were standing in the kitchen so they all see us tryin to sneak back to Danielles room and hes holdin my hand and so hes like "Look" and they all turn around. Hahah Gullible bunch ay? And so yea I'm holding his hands but their like up beside our shoulders while were looking into eachothers eyes and I put my cheek on his and like slide it down a little and back up and look into his eyes and he leans down and lip kisses me. OMGGGG! buttt lmao hes like "I think I got more of your nose then lips" lol cause I came up to his chin... so yea he's a tall one. Hee heee. I nod and laugh and hes like "Well I guess we'll just have to do it again.." so he lip kisses me again and like after about 4 times Candice comes in and is like "Are you two dating yet? (cause we were standing in the doorway... not a good thing to do cause of her mom but oh well.) and I said "no." and she's like You should cause you two would be so cute together..." so I look into Antonio's eyes and then Danielle's older brother (who had stopped by) and a few other guys start to come look in the room to make sure no one was in ther makin out I guess and so I pull Antonio out to the deck again and we sit on the swing. Me layin against him a little and like my cheek on his and we were holdin hands and like god... I turned my cheek a little and he kissed my forehead *dies* and so I finally pull him towards my car cause its behind a huge truck and its like darker over there. WELL HERES THE GOODEST PART! haha goodest...

WE finally kiss kiss, and I'm like goin weak in the knees so I slide my hands up to hold each side of his neck and Its just like 'those movie kisses' and I've always wanted one of those... all my life..and never had one. And like I giggle just bein so happy and he's like "Whats so funny?" and I'm like "Nothing.. I've just always wanted a guy to kiss me like that and I finally got it..." and so we kiss again and yea... I'm like "Antonio... you cant tell me that you dont like this.." and hes like "I do..." and so I kissed him again and I'm like, "do you want to be mine?" and he nods and is like "yea.." so Mmmm I'm like "So on monday when I see you I get to do this." and I had my hands on his neck so I put them on his cheek and kiss him and yea he nods. hee hee. So I had asked him earlier if he was going to prom and hes like "I was asked but I'm not going to go. Are you?" and I was like "Well I want to go..." and so at the car I'm like do you want to go to prom with me? and hes like yea... Well I was huggin him and he's like "Whens your birthday?" and I said Jan. 5th and hes like "Oh... well happy birthday" and laughs. And so I ask him the INFAMOUS QUESTION when his bday is....and how old he's gonna be. And he's like July something (god... I was starin into his eyes did you really expect me to catch the EXACT DATE?! or remember it after his kisses?? no.....!) and I'll be 15. And I'm like wow.... (*cause im 17*) and hes laughs a little and goes "caught you a young one" (lol) aww and so yea.. I'm like "I dont want this night to end... I dont want to go home.... I want to stay with you." and hes like "Well lets go... I can move in with you... your mom would love me. Of coarse I'd probably have to sleep beside her.. chained to her and tell her when I have to go to the bathroom and all that stuff." and I'm like "Yea... and my step dad is about to become a cop" and hes like "Oh thats great" and laughs. So then I pointed out how my step dad is like only 10 years older than I am and hes a lot younger than my mom and hes like "Your just like your mom." awww and hes smiling too so it was beyond cuteeee! So my sister comes over and were like huggin and she knows somethings up and shes like "Katie you have to call mom and see if we can stay longer its 10:35.." and i'm like... you call haha.. and I kiss Antonio and shes like "Oh My God!!!" and walks off and I guess she told Nikki cause next thing I know she's yellin "Katie you get that bone!!" omg we were rollin on the ground.. lmao. And so yea.. I had my hands up his shirt rubbing his back (omggg) and he was like rubbing my hips a little while kissing my neck and god... I'm gonna keep those details out of the entry lol... but yea... He pointed out that you could see the steam coming off of the house because its such a clear night out and its dark so you can see all the stars (cause she lives in the middle of country let me tell you... lol) and I'm like "Yea you can see the steam coming off of us too" and laugh and hes like "Yea... sparks... lots of sparks.." *dies* awwww! Well I called mom and she said that our 4 feet (lol) had to be in the house at midnight. (WHOO HOO!) so yea...we ended up kissing in the back seat of my car (THATS ALL THAT HAPPENED!) and his uncle came and caught us lol but he was drunk and he didn't care but he scared the shit out of me askin for my mothers number I about cried. lol And yea then I went in and said goodnight and told Danielle all about my night and she was so happy for me because before I played guess who I had asked her if she would hate me if I went home and she was like "no honey you at least came!! I know your having a rough night... so you can." and like yea... I didn't. Im sure glad I didn't cause I got my prince!

Currently Playing Shut Up By Kelly Osbourne see related

- lol Too Much Of You

Hey everyone!! I have had the greatest week up until today...

I started to like this guy who played the Prince in our school play... (if I mentioned him before then you guys know who I'm talkin about) but anyways... yesterday we were at Cavalier Call Backs (our select chorus at our school) and he came up behind me and slid his hand up the back of my neck and into my hair and I about died... and like closed his hand a little to drag his fingers down and yea... He is soooo hott. Anyways... then later he kept comin over and tickling the sides of my neck and stuff... while I WAS WATCHING THE DANCE ROUTINE THAT I HAD TO LEARN IN LIKE 5 MINUTES!!!! Lol... and like then after we did it and stuff we had to go wait in the hallway and do it one by one with a cavalier singer who sung a different part. So while we were out there waiting I was talking to my bestfriend Mark and showing him some of the dance moves I asked Antonio to sing and dance for me (because he's amazing) and like he started to goof off and stuff... and I was like "Noo Do It Right!!" and started laughing. Well then he turned around and was like "Oh you want me to dance like this?" and started to rub his butt all up on me... LMFAO!! And so Im dyin laughing and I was holding onto his hips and I'm like..."NO not like that silly get off." So then he goes "Oh okay... you want me to dance like this?" and turns around and starts to GRIND up on me (FIRST TIME EVER THAT A GUY HAS DONE THAT TO ME YALL LMAO) AND so I was dyinggggg! Anyway... then at one point he was like leaning up against my legs while sitting on my feet (lol) and so I was rubbing his head and Bekka (my sis) said that he was smiling... yay! Well anyway I had to go in and sing... and I sang with my friend Gwen... hee hee. I did very well for me... cause I can't dance and the dance routine we had was kinda easy stuff like... well one part was hard but we learned like 30 measures (a few lines of the music) and the dance in about a hour!!!!!! WELL then he was just like flirting with me hardcore and so then my sister went to go get this cops stick (The ones they carry not HAVE lmao) and Antonio is cracking up and hes like holding my hand while staring at me and laughing sooo hard he was like layin on my shoulder it was funny. Anyway....Bekka was like "I didn't get his stick" and was pouting (for pretend) and Antonio goes "You can play with my stick" lmao and she goes "Does it glow in the dark?" and he pretends to think and goes "no... i dont think so... no it doesn't" and so she asks "Is it glittery?" and hes like "It depends whose mouth is on it" oh god... I was on the floor. He's such a dork... but he's so cute.. and then we left but we took Bekka driving and he was up there practicing tennis... and so yea I was like drooling..... but whatever. WELL today... (onto the bad part) I thought he kinda liked me too but I guess not as much as I did him... if at all. I got Bekka to ask him if he liked me this morning and he said "I couldn't date her." after like 10 minutes...

yea I was so depressed.... wow... I came home and was like numb... wow... a feeling that I was so glad to get rid of this week and now its back... I cut the shit out of my wrist.... wow. I shouldn't have... but oh well can't take it back. I covered it with my wristband.. thank god Ky got it for me..... if not I would have just cut up my legs... woo fuckin hoo....

BUT I get to go to Danielle's bday party at 6 and he'll be there around 6:45 hopefully and so we can talk 15 minutes without 100 people listening... and so yea... we're gonna talk about it... but Shan and Mark both think that it was too early..and Rashanda (my buddy who like made out with Tonio and was the Fairy God Mother in the play) said that we could share him lmao... so yea... hopefully my day will get better again... If we like flirt to the point where we kiss I'll die.... hopefully.. **KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED!!!**